"September 2010"

I know its been a while since I wrote or posted anything... A lot has gone on... I finally got a job, hooray and already settled in my new place in Colorado Springs, Co. Its a lovely place if you like nature and stuff but there is also the city which can get pretty hectic. Also the people stare a lot. This town in a military city in which we have Ft. Carson, Ft. Peterson and the Air Force Academy and if you go up North passing Denver you can go to Fort Collins. It's nice being in a military city but at the same time it gets me sad. I see all kinds of soldiers with their uniform and I just think of my husband Garett an how I miss him so much.

The reason why I put this picture along with this entry is because its how I feel. All the different colors are the different emotions I'm feeling.... Red= love and passion for my husband, Green= jealous of those who can spend the time with their husbands and don't appreciate, Yellow= excited for new friendships, Orange= ready to learn, Blue= needing peace of mind and a calm soul, Purple= nervous of the unknown, white= wanting to be purified from sin, Gray=loneliness and sadness, the flakes on the skin= I'm missing my other half that glues me solid...

Yeah all this may sound weird but it makes sense to me... I just wanted to give you a brief up date ... I know it doesn't have lots of pictures but I'll post more up dates later when I get the chance...